When I told people about the plan in #1, though, it was because I wanted them to listen to me. I was back off the brink for some reaon, and I wanted to talk about where I’d been. Somebody who tells you they’re suicidal isn’t asking you to talk him out of it; he’s asking you to listen.
Just wanted to say that I relate very strongly to this. When I was heavily mentally ill and suicidal, I was afraid of reaching out to other people precisely because that might mean I only wanted emotional support rather than being serious about killing myself. People who really wanted to end their lives, I reasoned, would avoid deliberately setting off alarm bells in others that might lead to interference. That I eventually chose to open up about my psychological condition at all (and thereby deviate from the “paradigmatic” rational suicidal person) gave me evidence that I didn’t want to kill myself and helped me come to terms with recovering. Sorry if this is rambling.
Just wanted to say that I relate very strongly to this. When I was heavily mentally ill and suicidal, I was afraid of reaching out to other people precisely because that might mean I only wanted emotional support rather than being serious about killing myself. People who really wanted to end their lives, I reasoned, would avoid deliberately setting off alarm bells in others that might lead to interference. That I eventually chose to open up about my psychological condition at all (and thereby deviate from the “paradigmatic” rational suicidal person) gave me evidence that I didn’t want to kill myself and helped me come to terms with recovering. Sorry if this is rambling.
Not at all. A concise and relevant comment.