I feel like there is objective truth about why killing is bad, but I don’t understand why.
I think here lies the crux. If you mean “my feelings tell me there is objective truth about why killing is bad”, then the answer is clear: your feelings don’t get to decide what is the objective truth. Rationality requires to see the world as it is and not as you wish it were.
Though your wording might just be a way to say “I believe there’s an objective truth about why killing is bad, but I’m confused about my reasons for believing that”. In that case, we should focus on clearing that confusion, and you’re gonna have to help us doing that. Can you name a personal argument for that belief? When did you start believing it? etc.
I think here lies the crux. If you mean “my feelings tell me there is objective truth about why killing is bad”, then the answer is clear: your feelings don’t get to decide what is the objective truth. Rationality requires to see the world as it is and not as you wish it were.
Though your wording might just be a way to say “I believe there’s an objective truth about why killing is bad, but I’m confused about my reasons for believing that”. In that case, we should focus on clearing that confusion, and you’re gonna have to help us doing that. Can you name a personal argument for that belief? When did you start believing it? etc.