I’ve gone through a similar phase. In my experience you eventually come to terms with those risks and they stop bothering you. That being said, mitigating x and s-risks has become one of my top priorities. I now spend a great deal of my own time and resources on the task.
I also found learning to meditate helps with general anxiety and accelerates the process of coming to terms with the possibility of terrible outcomes.
I’ve gone through a similar phase. In my experience you eventually come to terms with those risks and they stop bothering you. That being said, mitigating x and s-risks has become one of my top priorities. I now spend a great deal of my own time and resources on the task.
I also found learning to meditate helps with general anxiety and accelerates the process of coming to terms with the possibility of terrible outcomes.