I believed very strongly that my mind was not functioning correctly and I wanted to find techniques to be able to sort through what was real and not real. This led me to begin a very rigorous program of self-examination where I picked at and questioned everything that I am and might become. I continue to do this now but I have learned that I at least seem surprisingly sane compared to my previous view of my self. I have also always had a very strong sense of curiosity tied up with a very impulsive nature. Over time I just experimented with all sorts of things with not much fear of the consequences.
What really turned me on to rationalism specifically was Eliezer’s posting on Overcoming Bias. He inspired me to try to go into the field of math and science in large part because I couldn’t understand barely anything he said and what I did understand supported several pre-conceived notions I held that made me feel superior to other people.
I believed very strongly that my mind was not functioning correctly and I wanted to find techniques to be able to sort through what was real and not real. This led me to begin a very rigorous program of self-examination where I picked at and questioned everything that I am and might become. I continue to do this now but I have learned that I at least seem surprisingly sane compared to my previous view of my self. I have also always had a very strong sense of curiosity tied up with a very impulsive nature. Over time I just experimented with all sorts of things with not much fear of the consequences.
What really turned me on to rationalism specifically was Eliezer’s posting on Overcoming Bias. He inspired me to try to go into the field of math and science in large part because I couldn’t understand barely anything he said and what I did understand supported several pre-conceived notions I held that made me feel superior to other people.
Trying to fix that now. Yep.